We've Got a Brand New Dance

Alex

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 22:56:19 GMT

I fucking love you, Alex.

Youre going to be okay. This is all going to be okay.

I'm going to take you out tomorrow and give you the time of your life. And give you anything you want because you deserve it.

Everybody Everybody

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 00:22:00 GMT

I am bored...well, not entirely bored but I'm fuckin...itchin to chat with some fools. Just because.

If you feel like being totally random, hit my ass up.

AIM: Sublimely Twized

MSN: Spigakkens@hotmail.com

Do it, do it!!

Christie!!!

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 17:38:47 GMT

I miss you, girlie!! COME HOME SOON OR I'LL GO OUTTA MY FUCKIN MIIIIIIIIIIIIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn you, get home already! Hehe.

Hahahahahaha!!!!

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 23:56:25 GMT

Alexander, ladies and gentlemen, gets the Asshole of the Week Award. It's a distinguished honor, you see. To achieve such a great and worthy trophy is only accomplished by few and is coveted by many.

Bahahahahaha!! Fuckin holy hell. He wins this shit every week. He gets points docked this time for bad grammar.

Here is his winning statement, folks.

Alex: While watching me attempt to load our "weed remnants" from the pipes we have just boiled, sieved through a coffee filter and blow dried into the glass pipe. "You'll need to put the screen in that first."

Me: "No shit, sherlock? I'm not as stupid as I look!"

Alex: "No, you're ten times stupider."

Nuff said.

I think I smacked him but I dont remember because I was laughing my ass off. Its been that kind of day. By the way, never trust Colorado Springs Transit, those evil, evil evildoers! Hahaaa!!

Christie, I love you! I LOVE YOU MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doing Another One

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 16:19:28 GMT

I am once again doing a Friends Cut. Because I am sick of having all these "Friends" who either never write or never leave me comments.

So, stake your claim here. Once again.

I'll give you all till Monday.

Theme Songs

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 02:07:42 GMT

Talking to Alexander right now on MSN...we're fucking around with this translation site and coming up with some very wonderful names. Thats all Im gonna say about that.

Kevin and me hung out today, and it was...refreshing. We got extremely hellafied stoned and made CDs we call our "Theme Songs". I have Volumes I and II and love them to death! I shall now list the songs my CDs are composed of.

Theme Songs Volume I (you could call these songs I live by more or less)

1. Led Zeppelin, The Rover
2. David Bowie, New Killer Star
3. John Mayer, Clarity
4. Cold, Just Got Wicked
5. Smashing Pumpkins, Quiet
6. Sublime, Right Back
7. Killswitch Engage, My Last Serenade
8. Judybats, Ugly on the Outside
9. Grateful Dead, Bird Song
10. U2, Lemon
11. Crazy Town, Black Cloud
12. Dave Matthews Band, Everyday
13. Oasis, Live Forever
14. Rolling Stones, Thru and Thru
15. Pink Floyd, High Hopes

Theme Songs Volume II These are just favorites or have much significance

1. Adema, The Way You Like It
2. Bone Thugs 'N Harmony, Body Rott
3. The Verve, Lucky Man
4. Jason Mraz, The Remedy (I Won't Worry)
5. AFI, Girl's Not Grey
6. Steve Winwood, Higher Love
7. Weezer, Say It Ain't So
8. Outkast, ATLiens
9. Red Hot Chili Peppers, Don't Forget Me
10. Sublime, Jailhouse
11. Matt Darey presents Mash Up Liberation (Ferry Corsten Remix)
12. Korn, Got the Life
13. Pearl Jam, Rearviewmirror
14. Bruce Hornsby, Mandolin Rain
15. Radiohead, Karma Police
16. Stone Temple Pilots, Army Ants

People, tell me some of your theme songs. Stuff I should hear. I need to broaden my musical horizons and hear some new shit. So cough up some titles, folks! ;)

In conclusion, I am led to believe that Alex is in love with his sister. And that is all, mis amigos mejores. I still feel like total and utter shit. And I wish to die.

Songs That Will Make Any Non-Metal Fan Bang Their Fucking Head!

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 02:49:25 GMT

I tried them on Alex and they worked...Im a fuckin believer, dude.

Coal Chamber - Loco
Spineshank - Transparent
Killswitch Engage - My Last Serenade
Shadows Fall - What Drives the Weak
Slipknot - Surfacing
Static X - Push It
System of a Down - Sugar
Adema - The Way You Like It
Cold - Just Got Wicked
Deftones - My Own Summer (Shove It)
Endo - Suffer

Add to this fucker, people. I know youve got some songs that effin rock. I wanna know 'em so I can download 'em!!

I'm Wrong and I'm Sorry, Baby...

Wed, 25 May 2005 15:41:43 GMT

I slept like absolute shit last night. Even though I was down for about 12 hours, only about 5 of it did I get actual sleep. I missed my Alexander. So, so badly. I really fucked up last night.

Im actually writing this entry for his benefit, because I want him to see this if he happens to check his journal today.

Allie, I'm sorry. Im more sorry than I could ever illustrate in some stupid journal. I love you and I'll never do it again.

I know, it sounds so insincere, it would be hard to believe anything I say right now, and that's understandable. I know I have anger issues, I know I need to calm my fucking temper, I know I need to figure out exactly what it is that even drives me to such madness in the first place. I know youre a peaceful person, I know you dont get involved in such things, and I know you were sick yesterday and wanted to go out just as much as I did.

I dont know why I flew off the handle at you. But you were in no way responsible. I am owning the blame here, because really you did nothing. The fact that you were not feeling well spurned my anger, but you did nothing, Allie. Please accept my apology. It's heartfelt and real. And I hope youre having a good time, whatever you might be doing (I think I have a clue, though...). I love you, Alexander. More than anything.

Erin should be coming into town sometime today. We were originally going to help her move out of her townhouse up there, but somehow or other those plans changed...anyway, she should be down today and we'll probably end up doing something or other, Im sure it'll involve methamphetamines...which I kinda dont feel like doing but I might for her sake. All I can really think about this moment is whether or not Alex is going to call...if he calls or shows up I can make things right, and that's extremely important to me right now...of course...

Man, Im just going to smoke weed all day and try to deal with the consequences of my stupid actions. And why did Kevin try calling me last night? Why does he always seem to appear out of the woodwork whenever me and Alex have an issue? Does he have some kind of psychic power or something?

God, Kevin...

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 03:32:13 GMT

Sorry folks, this journal is friends only now. If you want on the list holla at me.

P.S. Don't just add yourself and expect me to add you back with no knowledge of you whatsoever. Cuz homie don't play that. Haha!